Missing that piece of love...

By @femmehunting
"Growing up I thought being in love was red roses, dates on Saturday night, pretty jewellery, kisses in the rain and boxes that held expensive things. I thought true love was a story with a picture perfect ending. Now that I'm older I realise it's not that at all. True love isn't something you find in a Disney movie.

Being in love is screaming at 5am till you cry out of anger, but knowing they won't leave. It's saying all the wrong things at the wrong moments. It's leaving someone in complete control of your heart. It's sleepless nights and non-stop texting. It's all night phone calls and lame jokes. It's wanting to share every moment with that one person. It's finding yourself awake at 3am craving them asleep next to you. It's being apart and knowing that nothing will change.

It's the small things. It's screaming the lyrics to your favourite song together. It's fights and make up sex. It's hour long showers and breakfast in the morning. It's coffee dates and finding new books to read. It's days full of laughter and tears. It's holding hands and kissing ever so passionately. It's capturing the world's beauty through their eyes. It's finally being able to love yourself as much as that person loves you. Love is the only thing in this world worth fighting for. Being in love will fuck you up in more ways than you can imagine and it's absolutely heart-wrenching, but at the same time it's the most beautiful thing in the world."

I thought the words above expressed Certain elements of being in love... a rollercoaster of feelings and emotions. The act of falling in love and remaining in love is far from perfect, it's a process of trial and error, ups and downs, fights and forgiveness, anger and happiness, war and peace. To be in love is to experience the joy and the pain... A rollercoaster of fear and excitement while surrendering all control once you get on the ride.

No one ever sits you down and explain to you how challenging it can be at times, or how to know when love is worth fighting for. Or how to know when that person is the one? Disney makes love simple, the hero always save the princess but what about the average girl?

Everybody wants and crave love... Unfortunately, not everybody gets it. We may fight against it, for it or give up on love but eventually we will miss it. Love isn't a game and it can break or make you... It will challenge you in more ways than you can imagine and it can make you more better than you could ever dream of. Nothing in this world is more greater than love...love will always make you beg for more. Love may be illogical but it's totally worth the ride.

Missing that piece of love that lifted my face up closely to his and kissed me softly, only stopping so We could whispered "I love you" to each other.

Until next time:)